I won't send these

1. Fuck you. You were always my exception to reason. You were always the one that got away but said they'd be back. You could always fool me.

I'd have flown across the world for you. And you can't keep your mind made up for more than a few days. It just hurts so much. every single time.

but I guess that's what I get for giving a damn.

2. (all i want to say to you is silence but) leave me alone.

3. This is so stupid, but I want to be your friend. I think it could be a good idea. maybe even fun.

I think we could both use it right now.

4. And....I remember why I wanted you in my life. Dammit.